Jostling...

Making one's way by pushing or shoving





Honestly...sometimes that's how I feel I need to act to get people's attention in the modern world...





I saw two different horoscopes today...





One...





Thursday, Jun 19th, 2008 -- You may be a bit self-restrained today, even if you are optimistic about a new relationship or a creative project. Although it's a good idea to underplay your hand now, if you completely withdraw then others won't know how you feel or what you need. It might not be your primary goal to enlist them into your project, yet it won't hurt to receive some encouragement just when you need it most.





Two...





You get your message across. Confusion, miscommunication and delays recede into the past. Things move smoothly.





I don't underplay...things didn't go smoothly...and nothing recedes into the past as long as people are willing to keep the past alive...



I had a dream last night that I didn't recall until someone mentioned the word "dream" in conversation today...

I remember that I had to get up because it was somewhat disturbing yet I was hoping that when I fell back to sleep that it would continue because I knew it had a deeper meaning...a harbinger perhaps...

But it didn't continue so I was left to wonder...

And I know what it has to deal with...woman...the greatest gift and curse to man...

Ok...one particular woman...

But within each lies a gift and a curse at the same time...

Yet we linger and hope...

...and continually jostle for position....